day before internship international business 2014

30.6.2014   Day before internship

Today is the second day im in penang

Yesterday 29.6.2014 ..firdt record in my life, im drive car from ayer tawar to Butterworth which the place I intern
Well..hmm..have to say that actually im scare ..but talk to myself ..I have to grow up..have to face it..don't always depends other. .thats why im driving. .that's why im here
 Today 30.6.2014
Wake up earlier ..cause have nightmare
After that..fetching friends from bus stop to our rental house..then go Sunway carnival mall shopping. .shopping for rew hours. .haha..tat we call women xD

After that im jus realize. .im lost my touch n go card which given by my dad..inside there still got money. .im sad when I found it lost..I wish to found it ..but the real. .im lost it..suddenly my heart like dump into a deep hole...feeling helpless..felt guilty ..kewp on blaming myself. .why so careless ..why so stupid.

Actually that time..I really need someone..someone can comfort my feeling. .someone that I feel safe when with the one..someone can guide me ..lead me..but..I know it's not the time yet. So..I have to be more independent ..more intelligent..more alert. .more women ..in order to meet the someone. .!!!


Gambateh !! Fighting !! Every day is a new n nice day !! Learn lessons !!